Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Aliens
Aliens
Tuesday
Feeling: not good at all
first to go, my head is spinning like a yoyo...cos i've been reading the novel Aliens: Earth Hive for one whole day now...i cant believe i managed to finish half the book in one afternoon...oh well...who cares anyway. the book is due to return soon...i hate reading...cos they make me feel as though my eyes are gonna pop out of their sockets...but...the storyline's good. i've been a fan of aliens and predator since the day i knew they exsisted. guess thats also why i've been really disappointed in the Aliens series since Aliens 3...aliens ressurection was only average...AVP...sigh...totally disappointment. hope Aliens 5, which is still under production, will be a classic. my favourite is still predator 1 & 2 and aliens 2.
sigh, jus fixed the sound pole back onto the cello an hour or so before coming online...seems pretty short...but...oh well my dad could do magic wif such stuff...never fails to impress me. i tried to play ard a bit...using the equipment and stuff...but seems like i still haf a long long way to go. so, keep it up. drop more soundpoles so i can play ard wif the stuff. nah. jus kidding. not so free. i would rather catch some sleep. lack of sleep lately...
masks. yeah. everybody wears them. the first person who told me this mask thingy was yong ming...a few years back...hmmm...why do ppl wear mask? to protect their true innerself? to decieve? whatever the reasons...i just know that...i feel that wearing a mask is so artificial lor...i dont like that feeling at all... so i try not to wear masks when im wif frens...always xposing that true self of mine. hiding it only when necessary...but...sometimes...being urself isnt good enough lor. there are too many flaws in human nature...and failure to detect, comply and amend them would result in various consequences. sigh. so wads the true me like? i think i'm a brainless idiot who talks without using much brains...i am hyperactive and expects the same from my frens. if not i might get demoralised? maybe, but seldom. im not someone who is good at expressing my thoughts...so i'll end up blurting out some nonsense which is not very relevant to wadever i wanna say..or end up bottling them up. when such emotions are put into text, its a whole new story. im like a tank. thick armour to tahan lots of nonsense. but i got one big canon too. when i shoot, its fatal. those who've seen it in action should noe...for those who haven't, pls, dont try. why am i saying all this? i dont know...i jus feel very moody now...feel that bcos i dont wear these masks, many ppl is like...taking my for granted my light hearted nature...feel...hurt...i dunno...when i send messages, i expect replies...even forwarded messages, i'll be really glad if the person i sent the message to will send one back to me...but...this world doesnt follow the law of conservation: equivalant trade...so...i dunno. guess im jus wasting money wishing everyone good morning or stuff likedat. anyway, im jus waiting for my handphone to beep...to give me a reply to a message which, up to now, i still dont know if sending it was the right choice or not. whatever. right or not, it doesnt matter now. wads said has been said...things wont change. pls...hp...pls...give me an answer! good or bad...whatever! i dont care! i jus wan at least a reply! all this waiting is driving me nuts...dunno how im gonna face da reciever of the sms tml.
heck. im going to sleep now. head's still spinning from all that book reading. good night folks.
potato
10:49 PM
