Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Garfield
Garfield
Monday
Feeling: bored...farked up inside
sheez...woke up at 11.15...realised i was 15min late...i could sleep til anytime before 11...but before i know it, i was late...cos meeting yang long for PLC at 1...i made it 5min before 1...wad a miracle...anyway, did PLC for 1.45hours...didnt archieve much results today...only managed to get the conveyors and the right cylinders moving at the right place and at the right time...didnt manage to get the LED indicator lights on though...
went to co after that...so many ppl there. dunno y. but nvr tok to main comm ppl...cos all i could think abt was food. was damn hungry...nvr eat den left house to do PLC...so went to eat...haiz...they all eat finish liao. so sad. thus i went alone...so patheic hor? forget it lah, im used to it le...sighzzz...neway when i returned, shi min and ruo lan has left liaoz...left lay leng, guan, marleen, beng, his proj team mate, yinzhi, peile and me...kuiyu came shortly and the both of them left...den lay leng said she got test, not performing for some performance i think...that kinda stirred up some unpleasant feelings we had bottled up all this while...was toking abt the attendance prob...sigh...as usual, im not good at xpressing myself...so
nobody's really interested in hearing me speak...
fine...
i dont really
care anyway...maybe cos the others were conveying the same message...apparently, they were better speakers den me...so...wadever lah...i dont care...ZzZz...
left at ard 4.15 to meet EL and frenz...they wanna watch garfield...wasnt really interested in the show...think its a damn waste of money. but went to watch anyway...cos cannot pang seh...lucky its only $6.5...my economy lately has been a real pain in the a$$...
the show was...alright lah...dont really find it very entertaining...though got a bit of humour once in a while...but...dont really find it worth the money lor. was reading a friend's blog some days ago...she said she wanna watch this show and put it in her 'must watch' list or something...was thinking 'shEezz...wads so nice abt this show...think its a real waste of money...'...but oh well...maybe i didnt had interest to begin with...so maybe thats y i think it sux lah. but...oh well. i dun care anwyay...wasnt in a good mood lately...
took bus home with lucas, yong ming and EL...played ard wif my camera...took sneak shots and tried to make special effects by moving the camera quickly with the shutter on..had some cool effects...come to think of it, this is the first time i took pics of yong ming, EL and lucas...we've been frens for so long...haven even took a neoprint or something...shEez...i admit...sometimes, my thinking is girlish...i like to keep such memories...of frenz...of time spent together...blah blah blah...oh well...girlish or not, i dont care. i bought the camera for this purpose...so...it shall fulfil its mission! sheez...
sigh...i got loads of things to do...but y am i feeling so bored?! and dont feel like doing any my work?! i noe my mind is occupied wif that empty feeling...that must be the main reason why i have no interest in anything...its like the opposite of a vacuum...its making my mind rejecting everything...except...ya...u noe wad lah...sighz...wad is happening to me!!! sianzation...hope someone can make this feeling go away quickly...haiz haiz...
potato
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