Thursday, September 16, 2004
Thanks, Mr Lee
Thanks, Mr Lee
Wednesday
Feeling: sleepy
oh well, as usual, i was late for class today...the first lesson was PLC...though the lesson was PLC, i found system controls textbook on almost everyone's table...haha. everyone is working hard for the upcoming test eh...but somehow i got kinda sick of it and didnt wanna study anymore...at least not until the last 5 min before the test...hahaha. after controls, went makan with teckz and frenz...too hungry liao...bui tahan. saw li ling at FC4...wearing so pink...haha...
the test was easier than i expected...at least now im quite confident i'll at least pass...at first i was afraid i'll flunk the test...but oh well, i am a tyko person? hahaha. but seriously, controls is starting to become pretty annoying...electrical and electronics are always the subjects im worst at...hope i can scrape through these subjects man...
yeah ah di came to co today. she played wif my camera a bit...dunno if she got take a self pic anot leh...but i wont be surprised if she did that though...if she did...den maybe i can print out her photo and paste it on my DARTBOARD? HEHEHE j/k... well shes back at the club at last...hope she can come with us to hong kong... for the trip, guess she should work hard ba? heh...
at first, i was thinking...today got no pluck sectional...so was pretty disppointed ya? but...oh well...things did take a turn for the better ard 5-5.30 though...actually, i dont wanna say much abt this issue lah...why is that so? find out in the later part of the entry...
oh well...ah di said she didnt wanna stay for grp...but...somehow, she still ended up staying...im sure it wasnt me who convinced her to stay...not attractive enough x_X...suspect is the liuqin gals she mixed ard wif earlier who managed to convince her to stay huh? dunno...but would like to gif whoever did that some credit...heh...di...so long no come grp...ur skills rusty liao lah...time to put some grease man...come for prac more often...if possible lah, that is...meanwhile...got to restock on lollipop liao...hahaha...
today's da zhu quite shiok...fen yong qian jing...bleh...i was laughed at by CC again for my super action action way of playing my bass (too bad eve and frens...ur backs are facing me so cant see. heh heh heh)...but oh well, im used to it le. hope i would feel so high (no...not that kinda high... drea di di and miss SH i noe wad u r thinking! -_-) in every grp prac...den i will be in a good good mood and play extra well...
i thought i wanna go home by train today so i can 'you-know, you-know'...but i never expected her to pack up so fast and by the time i finished, i believe they were approaching the platform liao...rushed over to train station only to see the train depart...was kinda disappointed...so i walked back so i can take mr Lee's car...at least i would have some company...though abit bad lah...at first say dont want long pang...den end up go back again...but...i guess being slightly thick skinned is better den going home alone...so lonely......
me and cc boarded mr lee's car...we started talking abt co, as usual. but as we approached the gates of SP, the subject changed - - - to ME! oh sheeEZ...i was wondering...ME???? why ME???? but oh well, wont harm listening to wad mr lee has to say... his impression of me was a 'life of the party' kinda guy...i might not be the centre of attraction...but somehow, my hyper personality and me keep being suaned for my height or wadever...somehow...makes everyone around me more cheerful... ... ... i was quite surprised when he said that... he even said i was quite noble! so paiseh...hehe...am i really such a person in everyone's eyes? well, i dont know, but, as long as someone feels that way about me, im very happy le...doesnt matter how everyone else thinks...as long as i got the 'ren tong' of someone i respect...i guess thats enough le...(sounds so naruto...but...oh well =))... he went further on...saying...since im a hyper person, the night should be used for rest...and doing the stuff that i did not do in the afternoon...he feels that im someone who is hyper when im around people during day time...but when im alone...at night...im someone who lets his thoughts run wild...and think about too many unnecessary things... ... ... for the first time, someone actually managed to tell what kind of duel personality i had...i haven told anyone about it...not even EL...or serene...or ah di... ... ... i was kinda shocked to hear mr lee say that...his observation skills...his analysis skills...are really first class. yes. i am that kind of people. guess thats why i can be in a good mood and suddenly go mad...cos my thoughts run wild...especially when im alone...i guess that has also caused me to offend many many people... like mr lee has said...the night should be used for rest and homework...i shouldnt be thinking abt 'you-know-what you-know-what'...cos it'll only make my thoughts run even wilder...let nature take its course...and grab the opportunity as it comes... ... ...
after hearing what mr lee had to say, i suddenly felt enlightened...YES. instead of letting my thoughts venture wildly, i should go to sleep instead....and when morning comes, i can return to my hyper mood...that way, i wont be upset thinking abt silly things...thanx mr lee, you have really helped me a lot by what you said...now i respect you even more...not just as a conductor... ... ... i look forward to letting u see the new hyper-heng in action. u had such high expectations of me...cannot let u down! =)
after thinking about what mr lee has said, i feel that the cause of my mood being terrible lately, is because i think too much. i shall take back whatever i said in the previous blog entries...im back to hyper-heng and no longer anti-social-heng! i guess i jus cant resist my charming frens...with them around, i wanna try to be the cold person i was back then also cannot! i guess...most credit should go to ah di bah...when i was feeling the worse, she tried to break the ice by being lame...i dont wanna 'haha' also cannot! i guess that really helped a lot... ... ... though i didnt tell u when i chat that day, but...i was really grateful for ur enthuiastic replies...the reason why i wanna be cold is bcos no one bothered to reply much when i tried to chat (basically im not good at toking also lah...so cant blame others also)...but ur enthuiastism has really made me doubt what i thought...thats y i dont wanna be tokative today also cannot...haha...thanx drea...u made a difference in my life. really really really glad to haf a wonderful ah di like u... *hug hug* hehe.
oh well, guess i should end my entry here...sleepy...good night!
*let nature take its course...let it do so...!*
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