Monday, October 11, 2004
Shattered World
Shattered World
Monday
Feeling: not good, not bad. bit sianz
its been some time since i last blogged...in my last entry, i mentioned that i was very ill...right now, its much better le...from the 4 deadly agents, it has now been reduced to a minor state of cough and flu only. nevertheless, i will not take it lightly and will continue medication until the remaining 2 bugs have been exterminated. limps still haven regain their strength though.
it really occurred as a shock to me as i remember later this evening there will be a 9 ball snooker tornament between SPCO and SPSE...im a participant...with my limbs robbed of their strength, i really wonder how im going to play later...wish me luck man...
anyways, after cheonging the whole afternoon and evening yesterday, i finally managed to complete the seemingly immpossible task of reading up the last hundred pages of the book Goliath, which is due for return to the library today. quite an exciting story, i'll say...but still not as interesting as Aliens novels...i need more books...to fill up my mind...to keep it from running wildly...hopefully later i will be able to find a book that interests me...
in the past week, i was not only tormented by the physical illness...but mentally as well. as i talked to her more and more, i find myself being drawn nearer and nearer the pit...but something is preventing me from entering it - her 'target'. sigh...i dont know if this is something good or bad. it seems, everytime i really find a nice nice chatmate whom i can really talk to, there will be a tendancy that i might fall for her...i think this is the barrier preventing me from becoming really really good friends with girls...i think, i am not gonna make any actions le...its time i really settle myself for friends instead...i shall try my best to stop the temptation of telling her those hidden feelings. i shall try...
potato
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