Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Lonely Lonely
today went swimming wif Sam, Beng, Ling Ling and KY...was quite fun...swam alot too...about 15 laps (15 ups + 15 downs --> correct mah? hehe)...after that went to eat...vic joined us...
after eating so pak arcade...john and hong ye were there also...but they left earlier den us...dunno wad time they start playing also...rich ppl...haha. den when finish playing arcade...i saw my bus, den said a rushed goodbye and started dashing towards it...when i boarded the bus, kinda regret my actions...cos i feel that...like very bui onz...i shud haf walked to interchange wait for bus with the rest...but when i thought abt it its too late le...haiz...den sit on bus alone all the way home...sounds kinda sad right...ha...
reach home...den when pa they all reach home pa gif me a book...the author 'LEE YONG HENG' the title 'COURAGE AT 640 KNOTS'...i was thinking 'WAD THE ****?!?!?!'. my dad also stun den ask me when i published a book. hahaha!!! end up is another one of the Navy's recruitment thingy...though abit lame, but not bad lah. inside is empty pages...can use as notebook...looks cute :)
den chat wif the rest...was basically acting like an idiot 4/5 the time i was chatting...feel so silly...think that the others also think i v bo liao ba...haiz... feeling so lonely and empty...dying for a big warm tight hug.......... words of encouragement haf no effects on me anymore...the lonliness is overwhelming...haiz...
ok lah need to sleep liao damn tired...tml meeting the rest to watch movie and buy CDR at SLS...thanx in adv for wakie call, vic......
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